Do you ever feel like there's a tap on your shoulder from God and you just keep resisting, when you know you should really just listen and do what He says? For the past few months or so Chris and I have been wondering where God is trying to lead us by moving us into this new neighborhood, and more so, within our church. Our Journey Group leaders, the fantastic Andrew and Kathleen Cope, have been throwing hints for quite some time about us starting our own group. Well, of course I'm thinking, NO WAY JOSE! I'm just not ready spiritually. The thought of leading a group when I myself don't have all the answers scares the crap out of me. Here I am thinking, I can't do this. I'm not a leader. I'm not brave enough. But soon I realized it's not about me ... God has other plans. God makes all things possible. And he reminds me of that constantly with messages, worship and especially with the song we sang yesterday morning at church.
You are always with us. Gracious to forgive us.
By your power we've been set free.
Lord we stand amazed in your presence.
Astounded by your mercy and love.
Our hands are lifted high in surrender.
Your grace for me is always enough.
There is no one higher than our God.
There is no one greater than you.
Let my life forever praise the glory of your name.
There is no one higher than you.
Listen to it here:
http://northpointmusic.org/no-one-higher/
It's phenomenal. If it doesn't move you, well, I don't know what will.
So last night, we officially started the JG training. So it's on like Donkey Kong now. We will continue to pray about how God will use us to move, both ourselves and others, and make disciples. I'm actually looking forward to how God will use leading a group to help US grow as well. We are excited, scared and overwhelmed at the amount of support we've received so far. And we've already gotten names of at least two or three couples to boot!
To further encourage me today I read this from a friend who posted this on her facebook and it rings true for me today.
"May today there be peace within; may you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us."
- Mother Theresa
Amen.